TREAT ME WELL
Time will pass, and I'm hoping that one day I'll realise that
all of my assumptions about you were incorrect. I realised at that point that I
ought to have stopped myself from falling in love with you.
I'M STILL SURE YOU'LL KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS FOR ME TO KEEP MYSELF NORMAL, AND I'VE STARTED TO LISTEN TO BILLIE BECAUSE I FIND HER SONGS RELATABLE TO ME.
She understands the suffering of others, so if I feel bad
about myself, I listen to her.
Life is all about different assumptions, isn’t it?
We think her or his life is easier than mine; she is happy and he is sad; they are rich and carefree. These are all the assumptions of our daily lives. In the beginning, we find every beautiful thing splendid. But the more we witness the beauty, the more we lose interest. It is applicable to everyone and everywhere.
I often think about this: why can't we be selfless to others? why do we need something in return? I have seen myself in greed many times, but I can’t help it.
I can't get rid of these thoughts; I am so scared of the end. I don’t want to find out what death looks like because I don’t want to end up like this. I never find death attractive.